veiws on government documents...

Why does the government make filing paper work so god damn hard? why cant they just go "oh you look alright, welcome to america, land of the free, home of the brave, now go and merry your fiance!" No, instead they throw u through loops, make you jump through hoops, run a marathon, fight a bear, become a gladiator, jump over a shark, beat chuck norris in a thumb war, find a cure for herpes, and etc. they don't believe that love doesn't give a person a right become an american. sure they have some reason to be cautious about letting people in to our country but when it's a 21 year old woman who is from sweden who just wants to be with her man, i mean come on. i was hoping being military would turn the tables but all it gives you is false hope and a headache. As soon as I feel I have gotten somewhere and are on the road to success, they reject you on something completely insignificant like a signature that was outside of its area a tiny bit. It's just not fair, but life isn't fair I guess so fuck it.

my solution to this whole problem would be easier with nuclear weapons or a vial of small pox but that is a little out of my reach. so for now i will just sit and wait till i come across some luck or maybe a good idea from someone, hopefully lady luck will shine on me, bring me something more then empty pockets and loneliness that wont stop increasing.